so today I found out that E and M have kinda a thing. First I was shocked, totally not expecting it because of M and N but then I was kinda hurt, why didn't M tell me herself?? I know its something HUGE for anyone, but I'm not at all homophobic and we have gotten so much closer this past year, I know she has other friends that are closer, but I thought that not being in her immediate friendship group would have made it easier for her to tell me, you know? I totally forgot it was her birthday shit but lied and said I left her card at home, so know I'm going to write her the most heartfelt message ever about how much I love her and trust her and see if that will do anything.