things.

1. trying to be a decent person and help somewhat with yearbook, but even the little i offered to do is making me anxious.
2. P!!!!!!!!! i dont remember ever feeling this distant from him which worries me because what happens on friday will either make or break us.
3. went volunteering for the first time today, it was so lovely and so said at the same time
4. trying to eat healthy and change fat to muscle
5. shopping with J tomorrow to exchange mimco shoes and buy the rest of P's present..... i hope he likes it :/
6. boredom is slowly sinking in
7. i just want to kiss him again.