I feel like im being pulled and stretched from all different directions. There is so much to do and not enough of me to do it. I took it fairly easy this weekend with minimal work and maximum procrastination but i still feel so mentally exhusted, and i know it will only get worse.

- yearbook committee

- lipsynching

- lipsynching pro (possibly)

- year 12 video

- spesh sac

- uni applications

- formal

- french detail study

- birthday presents

Only a couple things that are giving me anxiety attacks. I just feel like im moving at 100 km/h but going nowhere like stuff i have done this weekend

- french tutor

- methods notes

- chem notes

- chem tutor

- 3 methods exercises

- spesh notes

- started my detail study

- job apps

- went for a run

- nearly finish lipsynching

- nearly have v's present down

For an 'unproductive weekend' i didn't do too bad did i?? But why do i still feel so drawn out? Like im tumbling from this huge pile of stuff to do, that no matter how much i try, i can't seem to make smaller. I think I need a little help, a little help before things actually start spinning out of control.