dammit dammit dammit

someone has the same dress as me for formal. I knew that it was a huge possibility, but I did have naive hope that I would be ok. I want to be a baby about it and just complain about how I bought it first, but obviously the other chick didn't know so the argument is completely invalid. Everyone is telling me that I shouldn't care, because i'll look better on the night anyway...and I bad as it sounds, I think I will...ugh that sounds awful, but seeing as this is my "diary" I might as well write the truth. I know this but it still doesn't really change how I feel, I wanted to feel special and unique on the night, but obviously that isn't going to happen anymore :(