i want him to regret it. I want him to regret it so bad that everytime he sees my name he remembers that moment in the back of N's car. That he remembers all the times i've made him laugh or tried to cheer him up when he was sad.
I'm not angry, I just want to be able to feel valued, appreciated and wanted. It's my feelings for him that have stopped me from feeling all of these emotions for the last 3 years til even today. I just want to let go.