Saturday 13 July 2013

no, I'm not going to let you do this, not today.

Today is Aunty B's funeral, and I'm not going to be upset over you. I'm not going to waste my feelings on your and your lack of ability to even try make me feel better. Today is not the day to think endlessly about why you comforted her, but make no such effort with me and "hope your doing well" doesn't fucking count. I don't need you to make me feel better, Aunty is gone and I fucking know that, not even you can make me feel better about it..... I just wanted to know you that you cared. That you care about what's going on with me, and that you're willing to put yourself out of your comfort zone to at least try be there for me.

well fuck you.

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