ok so i'm resigned to the fact that P probably doesn't like me. I mean he and S may not even come to N's birthday party. Any normal person would do everything possible in their power to go to a party that the person they liked to was going right?? So, by him not caring whether he comes or not and preferring to go to anther girl's birthday only says one thing. It says it loud and clear.

When will things ever work out.