things with P have been really good. We talk so much more often, even texting now too :D He wished me a good time for Ed, while he was away on camp... i mean that isn't something he has to do right? I mean as a friend, and all.... oawirglsdjhgs i don't know. The whole formal situation just comes up again. I want him to ask me so so so bad, but fuck, what if im not even allowed to go? IF HE EVEN ASKS ME!