I told J about my interview training with G. I know by rights I shouldn't have said anything - medicine is a competitive field. But I just felt so guilty seeing how worried she is.
And tbh I think I have the underlying motivation of maybe trying not to get in because im scared. Everyone I have talked to who is doing undergrad med at monash just talks about how hard and stressful it is and it is so so so scary. In one way I kind of hope I don't get in so then not doing med is out of my control but in the other when I see how disappointed my parents are I can't even imagine how I would feel.
I feel torn, ugh can we please just fast forward to results to see how everything turns out?
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