just saw this post on tumblr
"genuinely worried no one will ever fall in love with me"

Not, gonna like I'm more worried that I wont fall in love with someone else. I have someone who loves me and it feels like crap. Knowing how much they care when you barely give a fuck is just not fair on anybody. I'm worried that I wont ever find someone that I think being with will allow me to feel the most I can feel. I'm worried i'll keep saying no, or have too high expectations of what love is supposed to be and end up alone because none of my expectations were ever reached.