Monday 8 September 2014

I really don't know what's happening

I feel like after King's everyone over there just likes me way better. People were coming up and hugging me and they knew my name and I dunno, it felt/feels good.
But this is just taking me backwards.
I told myself I would stay away, that to avoid the drama and the bad feelings I need to stop caring and not let me happiness reside on what a group of boys think of me. Yes some of them I have come to realise can be genuinely nice, but it's too much of a risk to let my guard down and let them in any closer.
Don't lack vigilance malsh, don't forget what they can do to you.

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