I haven't felt this uneasy in a long long time. Thinking about next sem just makes me feel so uncomfortable. Ball, Grace, phys, premeddies, socy1030, chem..... there are just so many things I am uncertain about and feel unsure about and just don't want to deal with. This month at home may have been lacking the excitement I get back in QLD but the comfort of home and the expected is something that I have been unknowingly missing for a very long time. I feel so sad about how little time I have left but rather than going out and making the most of it all I want to do is stay at home and mope.
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