I want to be able to go to Sydney and enjoy myself, not spend the whole time worrying about money and how much im wasting. I've saved heaps of money here in Melbourne by working and not going out so it's okay for me to let loose a bit and enjoy myself. Where possible, yes Malshi, get the cheaper option for food, have water instead of a drink and remember Melbourne shopping is 9/10 times cheaper. Be thrifty but don't be stingy.

Malshi stop doing this to yourself. Stop it Stop it Stop it Stop it.

I don't know how to feel anymore.

He has a girlfriend. Get over it. Did you really expect him to have no other girl in his life this whole year? None at all? You suspected it, A confirmed it. Just accept the fact he's moved on and concentrate on being friends. If it were supposed to happen it would have already, its been years and it hasn't so you need to get your shit together and stop closing yourself to all other guys Malsh. There have been so many guys this year and you have not given yourself a proper chance, come on it's time.

48kg by the end of the week. You can do it Malsh

Last night in Brisbane, holy shit it has been a year. I have never experienced so much, never met so many new people and have never had my liver so tested. It hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows but fuck it has been great. This year has been amazing and I am so so so thankful I have had the opportunity.
I know I complain about a lot of things but life, thanks for making me move, you did good :)

I'm so excited yet so nervous for tomorrow's exam. I'll finally be done with first year uni and will have the rest of this week to relax and go out but on the other hand I have no idea how i will go. I'e studied a fair bit but none of it seems to resonate. All the reaction mechanisms I learnt an hour ago completely slip my mind as soon as I learn a new one. I just really really really hope tomorrow goes ell. I've been doing well in chem this year so far because i've put in the effort. I now realise that letting it slip up during semester was a bad idea, but if i didn't how else would I have prepared for biol1040. An 80% on this exam, come on Malsh, you can do it.